Not very happy.
And one day you discover that everything you thought you knew was nothing but lies.
It’s kind of disappointing, but that is nothing to do but keep on going. Believe again is one of the hardest thing for me.
Get married and discover that your husband has a looot of debts from nonpayment to pay, things that he never told you (like things that comes from 2008), makes you ask yourself “Who I really know?”.
Of course many things passed in my mind, but anyway, I still believe in us, in our love, and I’m putting my trust on him. I hope it worth it. I really do.